>.<

B!TCH...

2005-08-06T00:48:00.000-07:00

grabeehh!! sooopppeeerrr bad trip itong week na ito!! well, mostly because of those bitches who harassed me!! im sorry for the term.. anyways, what is wrong with them anyways!! don't they know the difference behind right and wrong?? god, they are like a bunch of kids!! grrrr..

first thing: do i have to tell it to my mom?
>> cause if i tell it..i will be more deprived of enjoying my short life!!..im already imprisoned because of my parents!! and for sure..they are gonna tie me up and never leave home..

second thing: what will happen after i tell to my teacher?
>> i'll be sent to the office i guess..and they'll call my parents!!..which is a big NO!!

third thing: what will i do to him who threatens me??
>> kill him?? or humiliate him??

fourth thing: am i crazy??
>> yahh..i am...

shit..im answering all my questions!!!!!
im soo effin confused..it's more like hell..
and what should i do on monday??
my god..
ican't even move a muscle in school!!
*of course..literally speaking..^^*
kill me if u want..
u're just a man of words..
*hellppp meee!*

CONFUSION KILLS..

bUt noW..iM afRaiD to saY wHat's iN mY hEarT

2005-07-31T19:33:00.000-07:00

I know that you're hiding things,
using gentle words to shelter me.
Your words are like a dream.
But dreams could never fool me,
Not that easily.

I acted so distant then,
Didn't say goodbye before you left.
But I was listening.
You'll fight your battles far from me.
Far too easily.

Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back.
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door.
But still I swore,
To hide the pain when I turned back the pages.
Shouting might have been the answer.
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart.
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart.

'Cause a thousand words call out through the ages.
They'll fly to you.
Even though I can't see, I know they're reaching you.
Suspended on silver wings.
Oh a thousand words,
one thousand embraces,
will cradle you.
Making all of your weary days seem far away.
They'll hold you forever.

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you, they'll carry you home
and back into my arms.
Suspended on silver wings
And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of your lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever.

Ooohhh...a thousand words...

*forgive me..i still let you live..and if i still drown in your memory*

i wiSh i diDn't wiShEd so haRd

2005-07-30T04:26:00.000-07:00

shit!!..hmmm..well..this is life i gues..losing sumthing you knw is important to you..

>>lgi n lng akong gnito..i always end up sad..pro sa una nmn..masaya pa ako..ewan!!..magulo ang buhay ko!!..kng kilala mo kng cno ka..here this song!!..only one by yellowcard..nasa music boxx ko yan!!..dedicated yn pra seo..<<

im effin speechless to tell you things now..but im not speechless with my feelings now..im directly..OPENING it to you!!..gossshh..im sooo PERPLEXED!!

dReaMin' i waS tHeRe..

2005-07-29T23:41:00.000-07:00

-->WHY CAN'T I?<--

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you (hardly know you)
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right (isn't right)
And I've got someone waiting too

What if this is just the beginning?
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up?
Finding someone else you can't get enough of,
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful?

Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my head's spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
Outta this that we can't control
Baby I'm dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

Whenever i think about you (x4)

i'm feeling perplexed about my feelings now... ='(

2005-07-29T16:27:00.000-07:00

i feel effin tired!!..i knw it is morning and it is 7:30 am on a saturday morning..but still i feel tired..*pifff!*..ohh well..change topic..

>>ngaun..grabeehh!!..sobrng ganda at pangit ng week na tohh..well monday!!..mei practice kme kila marvin..maganda nmn ang kinalabasan..maayos nmn..aunn..pero pg dting ng tuesday!!..aba aba!!..maraming umepal!!..*grabehh n0hh!*..akalain mo ba nmng napagbintangan pa akong d ngturo ng steps..naku!!..halos gusto ko ng sigawn ngsabi sken nun..kse d bah..and kapal ng mukha..at ang ng sabi nun..well..mamaya ko na iku-kwento ang ngyari s knya..*suspense d bah!?!!*..aun..sumayaw kme..kso nung una..marami kme..thenn..bglng lima na lng kme..ayw na nilng sumayaw..pro buti nmn..nging okay lhat..at itong babaeng tohh!!..c *meoww!*..naku!!..sarap ikiskis mukha sa pader!!..ampp!!..umiyak ba nmn!!..*adik tlaga...*..ewan k0hh dun..tpos ang landi landi pa...ewan ko dun...tpos wednesday..aun etoh na..ngyari na..ung ngsabi sken na d daw ako ngtuturo ng steps sa knila..aun..naaksidente..d ako ngbibiro ahh!!..as in..ganito..umaga nun..tpos pgpasok ni karyn..sbi nia mei kaguluhn dw sa lbas ng school..sbi ko!!.."wow!!..gusto kong makita un!!"..nkita ko nga sa 3rd floor khet papaano..tpos..bglng absent xia..sbi nmn.."hala..bka xia ung naaksidente!"..tpos bglng recess time..TOTOO NGA!!!..as in..nagulat tlaga ako!!..prng d ko ine-expect..pro..sbi nung ibng taong ngtuturo ng steps na nasktn nia..tma lng nmn daw un..kc prng karma na rin dw un s knya..ewan ko!!..bsta..c God na lng bhala sa knya..^__^..eniweiz...c ducttape..hahaha!!..okay lng..aun medio d kme nguusp..hehe..ewan k0hh nga kng bket ehh..pr0 at least d xiad0ng gul0 lyff k0hh!!..tp0ss..c pet??..ewan k0hh dun...medi0..nagugulat na ak0 s knya..na mnsn prng..ngdadalawang isip na ak0...ewan k0hh..i never eally expected na..ganun xia ka tindi!!..s0bbrraa!!..well..tgnan n lng nten ang mga dadaang araw!!..hmmm..exams na!!..kya bka d na muna ako mkapg post di2!!..ok??..haha!!..cge..bka alis na ako..punta kc ako kina marianne..mei groupstudy kme..hehe..cge bye!!..sana pyagan ako!!..^__^<<

taKe caRe aLwaYs aNd God bLess!!

wEek of tUrmOil!??!!!

2005-07-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

im a complete wreck this morning!!..it is 6 am..and i have to wake very early because of our cheering practice at marv's house..which is like..9 am..see??..im really such a wreck this morning..and while i am typing this..of course..i can never let this momnet pass for i can ragnarok again!!..bwahahaha!!..*sinister laugh*..hehe..well..i hope it'll work later when i am at home again!!!...

well me and bestfriend??..i don't knw..i have talked to him last night as if nothing happened..he sent a music file..which is like..heart-warming..cause i never get to have this kind of feeling lately..since the week of love..haha!!..i've told you that..it is the week when like all people are loving me!!..hehe..and then..well..i hope he'll stay the same to me..*what am i saying??!*..

and my boyfriend..hehe!!..well i have been liking him sooo much!!..getz??..i mean..before he was like..quiet and shy..but now!!..*omg!!!*..he is like sharing everything..hehe..but not all the time..cause uhmm..like yesterday..we just sat there..and when i left..that is the only time he spoke..and he said.."cge kaye..bye.."..hehe..and i was like.."ok..bye and thanks!!"..*thanks because..he was kind enuff to carry my things for me..*and it is his birthday on tuesday..and until now..im very perplexed on what to give him..can u like help me??..cause i want to give him this thing..but it seems like a very usual gift..i ant something..extraordinary..something that he can use for his lifetime..hellppp me!!!

and last monday!!!!..well..lucky me..i found mariah carey's cd..the new cd..the emancipation of mimi..haha!!..i found it on top of the car's roof..hehe..silly driver 'xe ehh..well..i like some of her songs...but the others..gosshh!!..i think they suck..*no offense to mariah carey's fans!!*..

sooo tuesday..p.e. day is more like a..crying day??..hmmm..because of all that cheering and stuff..well..i won't tell you the details..but im gonna tell how bad it is for me..the teacher never got to listen to us..*and that suxx*..the teacher took us out of the intramrals..*it suxx more*..then our class is caught in the middle of the controversy..*/piff!!*..the coordinator knws my name now..*gosshh..*..and i cried soo hard because i felt like we are always the one who is being blamed and being left out..and i do not want it that way..and also..i felt like all our hardwork for the cheering is gone..everything!!..in just one snap!!..*ka-ching!!*..it is gone..*hehe..well..does our snap sound like ka-ching??!!*..well..lucky us..that the teacher gave us a chance..he said that he should see two classes together and forgiving each othewr..wlel it happened..sooo now..we are back on track!!!!..

wednesday!!??..hmmm..well..nothing much..thursday..nothing also..friday!!..hmmmm..i got home early!!!..hehe..after the 4 straight days of going home at 5:30 pm..hehe..and no classes on monday!!!..haha!!..because it is the s.o.n.a. *State Of The Nation Address*..the president's speech..hehe..sooo i ahve 3 days rest..and no acp next week..hahaha!!..and speaking of acp..well my legs hurt until now..because of the commandant's punishments last monday..and also because of the marching thing..we kept on marching the whole afternoon..and we memorized this chant called.."sexy chant"..haha!!..it is like..s-e-x-y..s-e-x-y..s-e-x-y..sexy!..sexy!..seeeexxxyy!!..hehe..nothing..just sharing u things..

well..i guess im gonna go now..hehe..i have to do sumthing..well till next time!!!..*muuaahh!*..take care always and God bless ya'll!!..^__^

just passing by...

2005-07-17T16:32:00.000-07:00

okaayy..i just got home from the province..but i am not tired at all..just a little sleepy..hehe ^^..then uhmmm..this weekend..(well obviously)..i spent my days there..just reading a book..haha!!..i have been addicted to books this time..well now..im reading dan brown's..THE DA VINCE CODE..a very nice novel...very!!..it has suspense..twists and some facts about history..(my fave subject since birth..^^)..very colol you knw..and i will tell you a FACT about da vinci's masterpiece..the mona lisa..(of how it got its name plus it's history!!..hehe..)..well if you like da vinci (a lot)..u must knw that he is a homosexual..hehe..and is in tuned with balance between male and female..soo..if you are also into egyptian mythology..you would definitely knw who is the god of fertility..and it is AMON..and also..u should knw his counterpart..and it is ISIS..the goddes of fertility..whose ancient pictogram was once called L'ISA..soo..if you put both gods together..it'll produce..AMON L'ISA..make little shifts in the word amon..and you'll get..MONA LISA!!..hehehe..another fact..about the PHI..hehe..well..PHI=1.618..okay sooo this is the divine proportion..i don't knw if this will work out on you..but just ry..and by the ways..there is no harm on trying..right??..sooo do this..measure yourself from the tip of your head to your toes..get the measure ment and divide it to the measurement from your navel to your toes again..and you should get 1.618..it is like that..divine proportion...just read the novel!!!!!..it is sooo cool and also..informative..swear!!..well..gotta go..i have to go to the church now..hehe..my dad is already calling me..for the..umpteenth time??..hehe..well byee!!

today is the 15th day of the seventh of the year 2005..^^

2005-07-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

gawd!! this weeks suxx!! well...most of it..hehe..well..i just came from school..and now..if my first time (after a week of not using the internet) to use it again..and now my mom..wants me to stop this..cause she says..it is useless..soo what??!!..gawd...she really does irrittate me at times..but she is my mom..

well..i think i have made a big mistake again..i think..it is partly my fault for making steve have an enemy..and it is sarah..i feel sad and guilty for telling sarah...but i would feel more guilty if i didn't teel it to sarah...i hope they'll be fine before monday..(hoping..wishing..praying..)..

and noww...guess what!!..(actually..this is becoming a usual thing already..soo..let me change it..)..uhmm..you knw what..(isn't it better!!)..me and beshie got into some kindof a quarrel again..it is becoming usual...i think it is becoming a habit..by not my habit..maybe his..or maybe no..but i don't now...recently..i think..weeks ago..we also had a quarrel..and we have fixed it..but this time..i really do not knw...sometimes...i would look somewhere and think.."is he still my bestfriend??"..because if he is..then he would be concerned enough to make things straight..but as what i have seen..from observing him for two days since the quarrel...i think he is not concerned anyways...i think..he is just playing around..as always..i really cannot understand him..sometimes..he is very kind..caring..gentle..and the suddenly..he changes..he becomes mmody these days..and i do not knw why...im asking him the reason...he just says.."no nevermind..nothing will happen if i tell it you anyways..soo what is the point of me telling it to you??"...got it??..i don't knw..if i will call him still..or talk to him still..or maybe send him an offline message at ym..i don't knw...but i hope..everything will end..as soo as possible..

well..let us talk about the book that i have just finished..it's entitled "eleven minutes" by paul coelho..well..it is all about a prostitute's life..well..the girl's name is Maria...the story goes like...she is a girl form brazil with dreams of becoming famous...when she still a kid..she had her first love..but suddenly..he left her..she felt depressed..then..afterwards..she had another boyfriend again..but this time..she his guy holding hands with one of her friends...she felt depressed again and now..thought that love is a painful feeling..as she grows up...and discovers everything...i mean..everything in her body..got it??..she discovered that..a woman does not need a man to have pleasure..(/OMG!!!)..then..when she is old ebuff already..she worked at a draper's shop..and her boss..fall in love with her..soo..he increased her salary..(gosshh..this is what love can do nowadays..)..then after earning enuff money..she decides to go to this event called rio de janeiro..(is it an event??..or a place??)..then..promises his boos to be back...then...the story begins there..read the book!!!..it is very interesting..it is not full of malice..i swear!!..it has good lessons..that maybe..someday...you can apply in life..and now..paul coelho is one of my fave authors...okaayy..suddenly i thought...why am i getting hooked up these days with books??..well maybe..it is stress-free...the only material that is stress-free..(well..for me..hehe..)..

hmm..then today..i got my first lowest score in a.p..just because of my noisy classmates..my teacher got mad..she decided to cut the report and have the quiz...shoot!!..hmm..then uhmm..we got this cheering practice..it is fun!!..i wish i would be always dancing..hehe..but im too shy..hehe...cause seeing my classmates...dance like they have no bones..or maybe..like ballerinas..graceful..and very versatile..i suddenly become out of place...i wish i knw how to dance that way..heheh..well..i think i shud just accept the fact that im not like them...

now the topic will move to my...ehemm!!..*pet*..hehe..he became sweet this week..haha!!..and everytime i see him..i feel like..hugging him..telling him how much i love him..and now i sound corny as ever!!!!!!!!!!!!..but yaahh..that is how i feel..and his scent!!!..gossshh..(waitt!!..do you the scent of ck??..eternity??..hehe..if you knw that..well..it is his scent..i guess..hehe)..now...my weakness is his scent..hehe..am i weird??..well i guess...im just feeling sooo happy...hehe..and by the ways..today is our 5th month..july 15, 2005..hehehe..and im über-HAPPY!!!!!!!..

owww!!...before i forgot...i hope everyone in our class will be as cooperating as ever..hehe..and if one of my classmates are reading this..let us just..(for once in a quarter)..have unity..and avoid quarrels...i hope everybody could have an ample amount of patience for one another...well..this is my week...well..i hope i told it all to you!!..byeee!!..hoping to be back soon!!..

take care always and God bless.. -kaYe
*eii..if i have the chance to get the book again.."eleven minutes"..hehe..well..i will some of my favorite lines here!!..hehe..^^*

[part 1] sweet revenge..ü

2005-07-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

well well well...here i go again..typing sentences here...but i guess...no one really bothers to read...hehehe..but if there are some..well thank you!!..^__^..well..this my second post since july 1...or not??..hehehe..but..i should have loads and loads of stories to tell you..well...should i start now??..hehe..

ok...first..uhmm...well..my classmates...well..both they are both girls..got into a fight..well..almost..hihi...cause they hate each other..soo when someone asks her to this thing..and if she didn't liked it...well..she backfires...soo..that's where the problems started actually..then it ended up into a..letter writing session..well..the topic??.."write down the people that you do not like..and tell us why.."..well..to be honest...i only wrote one person..and it is katrina..cause she can get irritating at times...gosshh..hehe...

then..weird things has been happening lately..in my life..*gosshh..*..well..i have been..receiving lots of love lately..well..i hope this will be happening..always..hehehe..well..thanxx for all those who care for me as much as i do for themm..and for those people who love me..*awww...^^*..well...you know you love me!!..hahaha!!..*erhmm..that's my first ever book..that i have finished..^__^*..hmmm..then...well..me and my bestfriend again...well..we almost got into a fight again..but luckily...we have fixed it..hehe..that's what should be happening to people who has quarrels..you knw..fix it..b4 it is too l8..hahaha!!..*why am i saying this things?!?!?!????*...

then...sarah and karyn..*i am really envying themm..*...they just went to g.c.'s concert last night...i bet both of themm are sooo...exhausted by the...concert??..hehehe..dunno...well..lucky them...they have seen good charlotte..live..playing songs for themm...and i hope sarah got that backstage pass..*hopin..*...well..i will knw the results on monday..hehehe...

andd...of course..my ever..*pet*..hehehe...well..he is kind of acting weird lately..because from a silent one..he eventually changes into a..naughty one..but i like it that way..*ooohh!!..another gossip girl book...*..hehehe..im really loving him...sooo much...i hope this doesn't end into too much pain...

well well well...it is mornign..and i have to take my breakfast...i'll put the part 2 lateerr!!!..hehehe..later!!..God bless...^__^

[part 2] sweet revenge..^^

2005-07-09T02:38:00.000-07:00

there!!..im back..after..10 hrs??..hehe..long breakfast eh??..hehe..just kiddin..i have been busy arranging my xanga site..if you want to heck it out..on the nav bar..there!! ----> got it??..in the links...click my xanga..and voila!!..hehe..my newly updated xanga site..hehe..there..sooo where was i a while ago??..hmm..

well..today is timothy's bdae!!...if ever he is reading this..at this exact time and moment..happy birthday!!..he is so rich..he treated his friends at netopia...gosshh..hehe..well..speaking of birthdays..i forgot my *pet*'s birthday..and it is trouble..cause id o not knw..the date..and what to give..and what to say..hehehe..but someone told me it is tuesday..soo when is that???..gawd..

and i have just heard..MR. BRIGHTSIDE by the killers..hehehe..now i knw the reason behind the status issue...hehe..cause it is like this..when me and my *pet*..got into a misunderstanding..his status at ym is..im mr. brightside..and eventually..when i logged in..he changed it to..the day you said goodnight..haha!!..and if have heard the song..well..for some reason..i understood the songs meaning..i hope we have the interpretations..hehe...

well...im still not doing my assignments..and my parents are out!!!..YEAH!!..hehe..they went outside..i think they are going to a spa or something..well..i think it is fine..without me joining them..it is like..their little time off from the hustles and bustles of daily life..hehe...then..my brother..he is gone..haha!!..he plays basketball all day!!..im wondering if he ever gets tired from running and jumping..and putting some force in shooting the ball..he is like..out of the house for the whole day..gosshh...

and..why am i saying..gosshh..always??..hmmm..maybe it is my new expression for..fascination???!!..or maybe for exchange to *awww!*..hehehe..then uhmmm..and speaking again..of expressions..well..i ahve to keep my mouth shut in saying..*shit!*..and of course..*what the hell!?!?!*..cause..i don't want to be listed in our classroom as a person who oftenly curses...and i do not want demerits btw...

hmmm..well..today is the day...that i feel people are loving me!!!..hehe..well for some reason..my *pet*..well..actually my bf..hihi..he is very sweet!!!..gosshh..b4 i said goodbye to him..my gawd...hehe..let me keep it as a secret..haha!!..well..i hope he stays the same forever!!!..hehehe..going 5 months!!..can't wait..hehe..and then..speaking of being loved and all...why is..HE!!..*can't tell his name..cause i do not want anything to happen to him..*..coming back to me..suddenly???...its like..he just knew that..he made a big mistake of leaving me...my gawd..he is like.."now i knw the effect of what i have done to you..etc..etc.."...got it??..well enuff of him...i really don't want him as my topic here...hehehe..

sooo..im bummed at this house..but there are tons of food in the ref..hehehe..it is like..flowing..hehe..cause suddenly..my dad brings home lots of fruit cocktails..in small cans..and c2 green teas..hehe../gg..ill die from eating too much..but..gtg..hehe..ill put my last post here..and it is a surevey..bye!!..take care always and God bless!!..^__^

start of a neww mo0nthh...

2005-07-01T20:07:00.000-07:00

yippeee!!...its the start of july...and things...are getting crazy by the minute...you know...my life this june if full of downs...but there are some points..that...i felt...hope in my fingertips..hahaha!!...hmmm..i think...i just crazt now...cause...right..today is teh start of july...and on this first day...i made someone sad...*goodness gracious...when will i ever stop hurting someone!!!*...you know...if my emotions...is going to be expressed in...a ragna emoticon...it will...millions of.../PIF!!!..hehehe..haaaii...is there like...a test for people who have negative minds??...you know..altering them into positive ones..is that possible??..or not??..gawd...

but..even though..i made sumone sad...i was still able to make myself..happy just for a lil bit..hmmm...well...sumone of course made me happy...hehehe..and its my bf...hehehe...he really makes me feel special to him...you know...he did not know my schedule...and still...he waited for me until 5:30...gosshh!!..and...he is really making up things to me...he talks to me now...awww!!...makes me shiverr..hahahaha!!..i can really see it...that we could make it through this yearr...he is just...everything to me....i wish this would go on and on....

and this day...i had a look on what i will take if i ended up training for officer in acp...its quite challenging...cause it will really make you boost your confidence...you know...shouting things like..."ang kinain ko kaninang umaga ay...sinampalukang..._______"...and you have to fill it up with a thing..not a food...and you know what i said!!??..hehehe..."ang kinain ko kaninang umaga ay...sinampalukang...medyas..."...ehehehe...my mind is really laughing to death...but of course...i should not laugh...cause they will..punish me...and i hate punishments...grrr...hmmm...but still...i feel unlucky..cause i will not be able to do it again.../pif pifpifpifpifpif!!!...hehehe..most especially...that part...hehehe...the shouting part...the sinampalukang thing..ehehehe...but i hope...i can still do that as a cadette only...I WISSSSHHH!!..hihihi...

well...i was still at school until 5:30...cause they left me...which kind of a good thing...cause i always want to go home late..ehehehe..i just dont know why...and someone...has offered me a cd...cd for ragna!!...with the new maps...that will take my whole lifetime to download if i downloaded it online...hehehe...am sooo thankful to jethroo!!...thanxx!!..well..gtg...till next time...take care and God bless...

mah new..L.S.S...^__^

2005-06-26T11:10:00.000-07:00

a woman's worth (alicia keys)

You could buy me diamonds
You could buy me pearls
Take me on a cruise around the world
Baby you know I'm worth it

Dinner lit by candles
Run my bubble bath
Make love tenderly to last and last
Baby you know I'm worth it

Wanna please, wanna keep, wanna treat, your woman right
Now just don't, better show that she is worth your time
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will if she can't find a man who knows her worth

'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't afraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

If you treat me fairly
I'll give you all my goods
Treat you like a real woman should
Baby, I know you're worth it

If you never play me
Promise not to bluff
I'll hold you down when sh** gets rough
Cuz baby, I know you’re worth it

She walks the mile, makes you smile, all the while bein' true
Don't take for granted the passions that she has for you
You will lose if you choose to refuse to put her first
She will and she can find a man who knows her worth

Oooooh

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't 'fraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

No need to read between the lines spelled out for you
Just hear this song cuz you can't go wrong when you value
A woman's (woman's, woman's, woman's) worth

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't 'fraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can’t deny a woman's worth

Cuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees her
And a real woman knows a real man ain't 'fraid to please her
And a real woman knows a real man always comes first
And a real man just can't deny a woman's worth

*just what i want..hehe...it's on my playlist...listen to it if you want...and also..the song "those sweet words"...try to listen to it...it's very..soothing..hehehe..buhbyeeee!!!..*

im stressed-out...^^

2005-06-25T15:46:00.000-07:00

okay!!!...well...im gonna share you something i have learned from yesterday's homily...hehehe...cause now...we go to church every saturday...sooo..here is the thing...our priest said...we should love ourselves...take care of it...and stuff...cause it is not our own...saying..."buhay ko naman to ahh!!"...is very wrong...cause this life...is only borrowed...for to take care of...and not to hurt it...like..not eating to death...its like your fighting yourself back...got it??..and...hmmm...this is a good example...slashing!!...*/gg*...well..it's not really good you know...its like killing yourself already...remeber to take care of youselves ALWAYS...cause we can only live once...sooo...if you keep on hurting yourself...you'll only feel pain...you can never feel happiness...and happiness..is such a great feeling...ok??..

see!!...hehehe...i really know how to listen to a homily..hehehe...well...i have added a bunch of songs in my playlist...check it out...okee??..hmmmm...and whenever you guys visit here...please to tag and tell me what you can say about it...hehehe...and for aira...soree if its too "dark" for you...hahahah!!!...^__^..

hmmmm...well...my life is kind of going to the normal part...wherein...im happy...contented...and INDEPENDENT..hehehe!!...*/gg*...hmmm...you knw...i've been missing my |soPhiE_04|...ehehe...she is my character in ragnarok...yaaahh!!...i really want to play again...but i just can't cause of what happened to my computer...grrrr...and that patch...that i can't download...hmfff!!..gawd...i wish i can play this week at netopia...you knw...i have lots of loads for ragnarok...cause my tita gave me..hehehe...cause her bestfriend is a GM..hehehe...

you knw...im still not doin my report for a.p...while my members have done it already...poor me...and take note..im the leader...hehehe...and my a.p. essay!!!..about cultural minorities...shit!!...i hope my mom can help me here...cause really...right now...when it comes to essays...my mind is like..._______________...getzz??..well...3rd year life is fun...and...ummm..i think my dad said NO to me...in the acp thing...if you are wanting to be an officer...the training!!...he said no....gawd...i wanted to try it...but im gonna talk to him..

soooo now...i ahve to say my goodbyes for now...cause i have todo something before my internet card expires...sooo...till next time...byeee!!..take care always and God bless....^__^

crazzie weeek!!

2005-06-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

haaaii...what a week!!!...makes me say..."oooooohhhhh-KAYE!!!!"..haha!!...getzz??...i hope soooo...cause its been like....falling...and at the same time...you are feeling a little heaven from it....well..."he"..just called me a cheater..actually...i wasn't...why would i??..when i already knw how it feels...gawd!!!...hmmm..well...school's been quite..boring this week...my math teacher!!...shit!!!...he's only like...writing and...discussing everything in the book...getzz??..its like a useless teaching method...grrrr!!...and my a.p. teacher is kind of boring too...i want my old a.p. teacher back...she is a LOT better...and she teaches soooo clearly...yaahh!!..and then..our report...in SOUTH AMERICA..is like only for 15 mins...which is like...sooo how are we supposed to fit in all the info in 15 mins!!??..whew!!..then...im getting sooo tired always...cause...when i get home...my assignments make me crazy!!...sooo long...too complicated....etc!!..and this week is like...full of sadness...yaaahh!!...cause my bf's makin me crazy...like now...i really dnt knw...if we are like..officially off!!!...or not...well i guess its a yes...hmph!!...that guy...if ever he reads this...i hope he'll know...that i didn't fooled him...cause im no player...break up with me if you want...but don't blame me on things i didn't do...okay!!!??..

okay....a.c.p. in on monday...and im running for officer...and right now...im thinking twice...cause...some said that...if the present officers have grudges on you...they'll make you suffer...which i don't really knw...and i don't knw if they have grudges on me...shit!!...sooo...am i gonna still take the adventure..and pain...or just..be like everyone else??..hmmm...im gonna think about that...and *meow* this week...is like...effin crazy!!...*wow...this is the frst time i've used that word...*..well...i really don't wonder why guys don't respect her...cause it is her attitude!!!...she's like acting like a slut..and keeps on dancing...and her dance??!!!!...like those of a dancer in a club...well...she's like that...hmmmm...well..i've been sooo...happy-sad!!!...hahahaha!!!!...becoming paranoid...*wink*...hehehe...well...gtg...

take crae always...and God bless!!.. ^__^

emo problems...

2005-06-23T02:37:00.000-07:00

life is just sooo hard...especially..when dealing with..emo problms...gawd!!..too painful you knw...its like you want to cry..but you just can't...cause you really don't want them to knw about it...or to get their attention...got it??..im sorry if it's a no...its just that...too many...emo probs got in my way...just because of those stupid phonecalls...and that...freaking bus driver...gawd!!!...then this afternoon...he sat beside me...but i was so freaking sad...that i never got to tell him what i feel..but this morning he gave me a letter..and then i replied to it...and i said..i want some space..getz??..i mean..cool off!!!...then...i really don/t knw if he got it...or it meant something else ti him....but what i really don't want him to think is...that i wnt to break with him...which is so..not true!!!..why would i do that??..gawd...i wish he can read this....then...i dnt knw...welll..til tomorrow...i still hav to do...my soooppeeerrr long chem asgnmnt..

emo problems!!...freaking hard!!!...harder than math!!!!

hate me...but don't forget..you don't know me that well...

2005-06-21T01:47:00.000-07:00

what a day!!..sooo depressing..and sooo..draining!!..this could make me sick you know..cause it's like this...well..my bf wasn't able to catch our frst trip..soo iwasn't able to see him..but..my brother sat beside me..which made me feel...nervous...then here goes the draining part...he told sumone...that during the WWHOLE summer..as in WHOLE...i was talking to...well..my beshie...which probably made him think..im a player??..or im just fooling my bf??..etc!!..then..tomorrow..my brother would tell my bf about that..because he was convinced by his friend..can't you see??..my life sucks isn't it!!!!!!!...grrrrr...but i can't blame anyone but myself..alone...and now...i really dont knw what to do....cause i don't want him to think that im a player...cause im not...and how can i be like that??...when i already knw how it feels..to be played....can you just give me advices...im so going crazy here.....ohhhhh...may God help me.....

life is like hell-*

2005-06-17T18:09:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey!!..well..i've just been to *meow*'s site..in frndstr..and her site??..hmm..its kind of b*tchy you know..with her disgusting pic..its like..i want to puke all over my monitor..man!!..but of course..i can't do that..cause i'd lose my monitor..because of her pic..she is such a slut..a flirt..god!!..im starting to hate her now..maybe that's why she can't get enough respect from the guys..poor thing...and you know..she is always like..hey-im-the-most-prettiest-thing-here-so-just-love-me-now type..god!!..such a slut...well..she does look a slut in her pic..

well..enough about that..cause this IS my blog..me..myself..nothing else..but of course..ihave to share a few things on what i have discovered..hehe..im becoming all english-y today huh!!??..hahaa!!..dunno why..well..hmmm..my life is like..going crazy..like natalie..joke!!..hehe..got what i mean??..if no..don't try..ok??..you'll just hurt yourself with all the thinking stuff..hmm..life is going crazy cause..some guys..are such a pain..yaaahh!!...you knw..guys who are like..hey-im-shy-so-ill-just-turn-around-as-if-i-didn't-see-you-so-you-would-come-here type..duuhhh!!!..i hate guys who are like that!!!..and of course..iw on't be following you or bugging you to just..talk to me..if don't like..then i won't..that's not a problem..hmmm..well..my boyfriend..he's sort of...glum...hehe..dunno what happened to him..cause he won't tell me..and how can he tell me if can't talk to me..my life sucks..ayt??..you see..my rants..they are like..my rants for my whole life..well...if life sucks for you too..just eat your heart out..hahaha!!..no!!..i mean..just eat..as in..eat all day..make your worries go in eating..but don't do this..if you are having weight problems..etc..cause me..i don't have one...cause whatever i eat..it doesn't affect my body at all..im still the same...just you know..sleek..or maybe..slim..ehehehe..but not a twig!!!..hehe..and speaking of twigs...well..lindsay is such a twig..hahahaha!!..yah!!..she's like..from the perfect body..she goes in the twig section..i dunno..maybe she has problems regarding her..lifestyle progrm...hehe..hmmm..well..brad and sngie..hehe..they are such a lovely couple..hahha!!..yaahh!!..hmmm..why am i talking about this stuff!!??..hehehe..

hmmmm..you know..im beggining..to see..who my friends are..its like..they are not like what they used to be before..cause now..they are like..snobbish and stuff..well except for some...yah!!..that's why..im always thinking if i did something horrible that made them..sooo mad at me..*whew*...my life..is going crazy....but i hope it won't get crazier...cause id really lose my mind..thinking..and..hehe..i dunno!!!!..well..thats all for now..after days of not posting...cause i really have to do my assignments for me to be able to play sims 2!!!..im excited you knw..but i still don't knw the..last part..of what to do..hehehe..cause you have to..copy things..which i forgot already..cause its been like..100 years!?!?!!...since i last installed a game..gawd!!!..hmmm..well...life should go on...well..take care!!..and God bless....^___^

school days!!

2005-06-14T18:42:00.000-07:00

haha!!..after days and days of not posting..well..here i am!!..hehehe..^__^..well..hmmm..lets see..

june 11:
erhmm..well..nothing really ehehehe..i just did my assignments..then..slept..ate..and used the phone..heehhe..boring ayt??!!..*/pif!*

june 12:
we went to church in the morning..then..in the afternoon..went to the mall to buy some supplies for school..erhmm..then our car's window stucked..hehehe..so we parked it in the carpark with one of our windows open..luckily..no one..was really interested in stealing our properties..ehehehe..

june 13:
oohh!!..independence day!!..but actually..it wasn't..cause people kept on rallying..carrying..boards..telling our president to step down..oohh!!..how rude!!..and..how big are their guts in telling that to the most powerful person in the country??..hehe..how confident..tsk tsk..people have no respect no more for our president..

june 14:
which happens to be today!!..heheh...well..morning in school..was kind of dull!!..cause ive got no one to talk to..cause mostly..boys are in teh corridor..soo..what am i supposed to do??..join them??..haha!!..well..that's a no for me..hehe..then..spent my recess..in the c.r..with mah couz!!..hihi..erhmmm..well..can you get me ductapes!!??..ehehe..*is the spelling..correct??*..erhmm..then had a good time with my teachers..hehe..great discussions..except for computer..it was kind of boring..but the boys made it fun..hehe..then..i was with my beshie..hehe..during lunch hours..hehe..then went home early!!..then received this gift from "pet"..hehehe..actually..it was supposed to be a b day gift..but since he..forgot it..hehe..well..my brother told it to my mom..my mom was kind of.."ahhh..ok.."..hehehe..soo..it was good..then..heard this sad news..that one of my busmates mom died..in an accident..which happened..after he was sent to school by his mom..she was hit by a truck..together with a friend i think...well..one died..and one is in the hospital..sad isn't it??..makes want to cry..hehehe..well..im off now..gotta eat!!..see ya..next time!!

take care and God bless!!..

always left...falling to pieces...

2005-06-10T01:36:00.000-07:00

black is my color today...sadness is my mood...don't ask why...cause i knw you'd never understand...okay??...well...today's my first day in school..well..its ok..i've just met my adviser..she's kind..and..well..friendly..and then..well..i have been just elected as class president..with that japanese guy...as my vice...i hope it would be a nice school year...then...i think i have the most wackiest class...cause i've got loud and noisy people with me..hehe...then..my subject teachers are fine..they're kind..but..well..i've got a VERY strict teacher..actually..he's our act commandant...sooooo strict...hehe...but i think im gonna enjoy this year..even though...i can't share it someone...T__T...well..enuff...

well..ive got nothing to say...till tomorrow then...take care always and..God bless..

new skin..new start..^__^

2005-06-09T16:53:00.000-07:00

hi..again..haha!!..well..d bah obvious na masaya ako ngaun!?!!..hehe..kase...nalgyn ko na rin sa wkaas ng kanta tong blog ko..hehe..dme nga ehh..haha!!..then..bukas pasukan na!!..at excited ako!!..haha!!..ksi..makikita ko na friends ko!!..hihi..and also..gus2 ko rin nmng makakilala ng bgong friends..d bah!?!?!!..hehe..hey!!..mahilig ka ba sa entertainment news??..most especially sa hollywood??..ehehe..well..punta ka dito..http://www.socialitelife.com..haha!!..matatwa ka sa mga mababasa mo..ehehehe..la lng..uhmm..ngaun..well..sbrng rami kng nakausp..haha!!..la lng..ewan ko kng bket..ngaung araw na ito..hmmm..well..kaninang umaga..nagising na ako mga 8..ewan kng bket..tpos..after nun..nakatulog ulit ako..hahaha!!..then mga 9 na ata ako nagising..tpos..kain..internet...haha!!..adik ko noh!!!..ehehehe..then..kumain..naligo..kinausp c bes..then..internet ulit..at hnggng ngaun un..hahaha!!..well..masakit nanamn ngipin ko..dhil dito sa mga braces kO!!!!!..grrr..hehehe..then..mrami akong nakilalang feeling ngaung araw na ito..tulad n lng ng isa sa mga magiging classm8 ko..ehehehe..feeling ehh..haaaii!!..well..wish me luck tomorrow sa school!!..hahaha!!..cge bye na..hehehe..over time na ako sa computer..cge bukas ulit..ehehehe..^__^

take care always and God bless!!..*muaaahh!*..

2 more days!!

2005-06-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

hey!!..sorry if i have been away for awhile..hehe..im just making the most of my summer before it ends..hehe..well..i went to our province and celebrated their fiesta with my relatives..its really fun..with all the noisy people..hehe..and loud music..hihi..then..we went back to manila last tuesday..cause it is my brother's first day of school..hehe..then we got home at about..7:00 am..i think..then the next day..which happens to be today..hihi..well..i went to the dentist AGAIN..cause the dentist adjusted my braces i think.well..i hate the new color of my..erhmm..what do you call this??..erhmm..forgot it!!..hehe..but the color is light blue..hehe..i hate it..i want the silver one..hihi..then..we went to the mall..to shop..hehe..well..i just bought a new jacket..hihi..my mom bought it for me..kind isn't she??..hehe..then..before that..we ate at Shakey's.actually..this is the first time i knew that Shakey's has good food..hehe..i've always thought that they are just like the other food establishments..who only sell..their specialty..hehe..then..erhmm..we went home..then..bought another internet card to reduce my boredom..connected..and began typing this..hehe..well..im gonna call someone now..sooo..till next time!!..

wow!!..classes are SO!! near..hehe..2 more days..and im gonna see my friends again!!..yipee!!..i miss them sooo much!!..hehe..

ok..bye..take care always!!..God bless..^__^

you know you love me..

2005-06-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

erhmm..HI!!!...hehe..well im kind of..energetic tonight..dunno what came into me..hihi..well..i juz want to thank,,ate denice..hihi..for helping me make my xanga!!..thanks a..LOT!!.. *muuaahh!*..hehe..well..today my besfrend just called me up..but i wasnt able to tell him sumthing..because of things..running in my head..erhmm..like what happened yesterday..argh!!..that guy!!..hmph!!.. then..i got this horrible ache in my teeth..because of these..BRACES!!..grrr..hehe..erhmmm..what else..well nothing really..as usual..my very very lovable pet..didn' call today..actually..he is not calling me!!..*sobs..*..well..i miss him sooo much already..can't wait for june 10..hihi..well..im already tired..and well..sleepy..hehe..i'll post again tomorrow!!..bubbye..take care always..and God bless!!..*muacks!*

some aren't just..good enough!!

2005-06-01T19:46:00.000-07:00

hi..AGAIN..well..this post is for my friends..particularly the GIRLS!! well..this day..ain't good for me..why??..well..here's the story..

"i went to the mall today..[sm n.e.]..cause were gonna buy shoes for school..particularly my brother's rubber shoes..soo..i entered the mall..at around..12:10 i guess..then..i brought my school shoes with me..to have it repaired..hehe..then after that..started figuring out where to eat..and at last..the place was..McDonald's..hihi..[it was my brother's choice..since he is the youngest..and only knows chicken as his food..]..then we eat..and shop for a little while before buying the rubber shoes..then off we go to the shoes department..well..here goes my TRAUMATIC INCIDENT..as we are walkingg..finding the right shoes for my brother..a guy passed by..in front of me..well..i didn't gave him too much importance..anyways..why would i??..then..when i was about to grab my mother's hand..for me to show her the right shoes for my brother..[my gawd..this is embarassing]..a guy..held my hand..and..erhmmm..well..how am i gonna explain this..well..he piched my..butt..well..at first..i was REALLY REALLY shocked..cause why would he do such thing as that!?!?!!...and as he passed by..i kind of recognized his face..he seemed to be the guy who has just passed by in front of me..a couple of minutes ago..well..i was starting to become furious..but i just kept it to myself..then after 10 mins i guess...here he goes again..see?!!!!!!!..and he is still the same guy..the freaking
@!#$&!!!!!!!..sooo..as i go around..i hold this..big paperbag..hehe..soo..if ever..he comes again..i would really..smack it down right through his face!!.."

there..you heard it..its just a friendly pre caution to you girls..cause sumtymz..the mall aint safe no more..maybe..as you walk around you see people talking to saleslady's about there stuff..etc...but sumtymz..you just dont see the bad guys..soo..be careful always..

whew!!..see..i told you!!..this aint a good day..well..actually..i havent told it to my mom..since the incident..i dnt want her to worry soo much..hehe..cause she's got enough problems to deal with already..im not gonna add some more..cause you knw..my mom..is VERY strict..once you tell her things..that happened to you..especially..the bad ones..she would really..REALLY!!..make you feel..OVER PROTECTED..which is at some point..is not really..good..hehe..thats why..erhmm..well i hope you have learned sumthing from me today..hehe..even though its just an experience..well..remeber..always take care of yourselves..okee??..well..till tomorrow..hehe..im gonna my beshie now..hehe..i havent heard from him since yesterday ehh..okee..bubbye!!..

*muuaahh!* ^__^

erhmm..hehe..new skin!!

2005-05-31T19:31:00.000-07:00

hi again!!..erhmm..im on a new skin again!!..hehehe..inspired by final fantasy 9!!..hihi..well..actually i got the idea..from a..friend..who used to be special to me..hehe..sooo..im just waiting for a site to host the instrumetal of melodies of life!!..hihi..well..he sent that to me..when..we..well..enuff about that..

erhmm..well..nothing nice today..but i've got something to share..hihi..well..we got this maid yesterday..she started working this morning..and said goodbye to us this afternoon!!..hihi..well..she was at the record..for the most quickest maid in our household..she lasted here for..8 hours..*gosh..*..

then..i got to talk to sumone today..and told him that i got these..awful..BRACES..and he kept on telling me silly things..hihi..well..he's nice..hehe..

erhhmm..well..gotta eat now..hehe..see ya tomorrow!!..erhmm..but before that..my plans after eating would be..calling up my beshie..hehe..he might get mad at me or..sumthing..see ya tomorrow!!

God bless!! take care!! *muuaahh!* ^__^

when inspiration hits...

2005-05-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

well..this is what happens when..inspiration hits me!!..hehe..i dnt knw where this inspiration came from..it just started this afternoon..well..after i cleaned the dishes..brushed my teeth..and took a bath..i sat in front of my computer..and then..connected to the internet..then opened blogskins.com..then i remebered something..an event..hehe..well..erhmmm..this event is somewhat..happy and full of..looovvee!!..hihi..^__^..*blushes..*..then..i found this skin..its a butterfly..then i downloaded it..then..i clicked sumtihng..and found this new skin!!..this skin am now using!!>.hehe..the butterfly skin i was telling you has a song of utada hikaru..hehe..cute ayt??..well..youll see it..tomorrow..hehe..cause im just changing things..then return to the old one..hehehe..well..change topic..sooo..this new skin..hehe..its sort of..cute..and simple..soo..i added different stuffs in it..to make it more..nice!!..sooo..you would not say.."its too plain!!".."too simple!!"..hehe..well..erhmmm..few more days till school..well..im excited..cause i can see again my old friends..most especially..my couzz!!..my sisz!!..and my beshie!!..^___^..sooo...please comment if dnt like this..hehe..soo that i would knw..well..dnt worry..if you guys like the other one..the simple pink layout..with a fairy in it..ill put that skin back again..after changing things in the other skins i just loaded..hehe..well..see ya tomorrow!!..erhmmm..always take care guys..and dnt forget to pray at night!!..

*muuuaahh!* ^__^

sigh..soooo..dull..

2005-05-28T16:19:00.000-07:00

*sigh*..what a day..euu knw..this day..is..soooooo..D-U-L-L..:(..never got to enjoy this day..hmmm..well..for some reasons i cant explain..hehehe..well..finally!!..someone will help me fix my blog..hehe..she's kind euu knw..for helping me..well..thanx!!..:)..ummm..i inserted again a ddplayer [well..if you dnt what ddplayer stands for..its "DropDown Player"] which only has one song..hehe..its collide by howie day..why?..cause the other songs won't work..soo..i ended up with only one song..but thats fine..hmmm..well..lucky me!!.."scratch" can't call me anymore..why??..cause..im staying away from him..hehe..cause he's soooo annoying..he keeps on telling me stories when he knows that im not really intersted in knwing it..hehe..then..awhile ago..i kept on changing the skin..AGAIN..but still..i ended up here..cause im not satisfied..hehe..i dont knw..i cant find the perfect skin for me..because im bored..i changed the color of the fonts..hehe..just for fun..well..i have nothing to say..

take care!! God bless!! *muuaaahh!* ^____^

H-E-L-P here..

2005-05-27T01:13:00.000-07:00

well..hi..again!!..^^..well..im kind of tired..and..sleepy..*zZzZzZzz*..yah..but after i post this..ill sleep..then ill wake at..6..to eat dinner..then call my bes..at 7!!..whew!!..well..enuff with that..haaii..im kind of sad today..cause im not satisfied with my blog..i want it more colorful and..full of music and life..well..can you tell me sites on where to get skins..except from..blogskins.com..pleeeaasse?..and..also..how to put pics here..i want to put many things here..but i just couldn't..cause..its my frst time to have a blog..you know..well..we studied html on second year..but i cant recall anymore..argh!!..well..today..i downloaded..*again*..my..yahoo messenger..y??..cause my internet cable got stuck on the other cpu which has no ym..soo..i have to install it again..and also..ragnarok..awww man!!..this sucks you knw..when you have to install everything..AGAIN!!..and my files..pics..music..waa!!..see how bad this day is..:(..then..i used 3 hrs of my internet load..just to find a good skin!!..see!!..where can i find a good one??..well..i asked help from a friend..who has a good blog site..i like it..well..i hope she says yes..*hoping..*..then..after downloading ym..i change my pics there..soo..my ym..is..image-less..yah..then..i just watched..hide and seek..but never got to finish it..cause the cd keeps on stopping..then i got irritated..soo..i stopped the film..well now my mom's watching it..soo..i guess after this..ill not sleep anymore..ill just..watch with her..hehe..well..still..i cant eat well..i can't eat meat!!..all im eating is noodles..or anything which has soup in it..i really hate my braces..i wish i can just pull it or sumthing..hehe..well..until now..my front teeth are still..numb..yah..NUMB..thats why i cant eat hard foods..hehe..soo..right now im into a soft diet..haha!!..well..i hope..that you'd help me..if ever you have read this..please!!..umm..hmmm..well..just help me please..thnx..till..nxt tym..^^

this day is..full of..LOVE..

2005-05-26T23:05:00.000-07:00

hey..here i go again..well..ngaun ay hapon na..katatapos ko lng kausapin c beshie at c..pet..at last..khet mn lng sa ym..nakausp ko xia..well..as u can see..inspired akong gwin to..haaaii..title p lng d bah..mdming bgay akong nalamn sa sarili ko..una..hndi ako lging seryoso..lalo na pg..flattered ako..oh ayan!!..i finally said it..if sumone tells good things about me..d bah..lgi ko n lng cnasabi.."u nid glasses..malabo na kc eyes mo.."..or.."ikaw lang ngsabi nian"..at kng anu ano pa..xempre..khet onti lng..im still flatered..kya ko nga cnasabi yan..ehehe..well..ngaun..masaya ako..haaaaii!!!!!..i am sooo..loved??..ehehehe..ewan ko..but i hope so..alm nio..sa sunod..pg mei ng sbi sa inyo na gusto nila kayo..i appreciate nio n lng..khet nsa isa kng relationship..kc tulad ko..akoy sobrang na gi guilty..pro happy pren..ehehehe..haaii..lets not talk about that..change topic!!!!!..well..umalis na katulong nmn this morning..kc daw..manhid na left arm nia..ewan..or..maybe that was just a lie..kya ngaun..ako ang helper ng mom ko..tagahugas ng pinggan..at..kng anu ano pa..except..doing the laundry..ironing the clothes..and others..hehehe..well..okee lng nmn..total lpit nren classes..hehehehe..haaaaaaiii..bsta..today is..full of LOVE..bye..

hellO..^^

2005-05-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

ei!!..haaaii..its been like what!?!?..FOREVER..since the last the last time i post here..ehehe..ala lng..been away for a while..kc..naubusn ako ng internet card..ehehee..well..okee lng un..khet 2nd post ko p lng..kc rame nmn ako i she share sa inyo..ehehe..well..nasa province ako for a week i guess..or bka mas mahaba pa..kc..bday nung lola ko..then at the same time..anniversary ng parents ko..kya un..well..actually..d me ganong ng enjoy dun..kc boring dun..ehehehe..^__^..kya..to make the "boring-ness" ease a little..ng lakwatsa po ako..ehehehe..punta dito..punta dyan..well..mostly..bahay mga pinuntahn ko..bahay ng ninong ko..insn ko..bahay nmn..ehehe..sa province ahh!!..bka isipin mo sa manila..hehehe..layo nmn nun..tpos..aun..umuwi n rin kme at last..at xempre..na high blood ata beshie ko sken..hahaha!!..kc daw..5 days akong wala..ehehehe..tpos..5 mins lng daw nia akong nakakausp..well..im so sorry..ehehehe..^__^..at tsaka..guess what!!?!?!?..i now have..these..BRACES!!!!!!!!!..hehe..waaaaaa...ang skit nga ehh..d ako makakain ng maayos..amF!!..tpos kelangan pa..naka soft diet ako..kya i cant eat the foods i want..tulad ng..chicken..chocolates!!!!!..ice creamss..bsta anything sweet and hard..;_;..haaaaii..ang sad no..kya ang pede ko lng kainin..ehh ung mga..ayw ko..hehehe..tulad ng noodles!!!!!!..nakakasawa na po!!!..ehehehe..pro okee lng..at pingdadasal ko na..matnggal na tong skit na to bgo mg classes..hhaaaaii..as usual..c pet..d pa rin ngpaparamdm..amF no!!..pro okee lng..mkikita ko rin nmn xia..lpit na..hehehe..2 weeks n lng..^_______^..haaaii..well..gtg muna..brb later..muah!!..hehehe..cge..^__^

what a day...

2005-05-26T02:38:00.001-07:00

hi..AGAIN..hehe..well..d na ako happy..kc..tampo nanamn c beshie..=(..haaaii..feel ko tuloy napaka sama ko na..lgi n lng kc ung ngtatampo sken..ewan..well..overall..medio happy na hnde arw ko..pro k lng..haaaaii..ngaun..pgkatpos nito..bababa na ako..pra mg prepare ng dinner nmn..kc nga..ala na kmeng maid..hehe..hmm..nd..mei sasabihin pla ako..alm nio..medio guilty ako ngaun..una dhil kei bes..at pangalawa..dhil kei.."scratch"..hehe..kc..ang bait nun sken..kya..hehe..basta..niweiz..gtg..cge bb na po!!..bukas na lng ulet..^^

what a day...

2005-05-26T02:38:00.000-07:00

hE's fiNe..^__^

2005-05-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

haaaaii..ya know..theres been a lot of happenings lately..hehe..ewan ko kng bket..medio magulo life ko..well..nakausap ko c beshie a while ago sa ym..[through jethro..thanx!!..^^,]..aun..okee lng nmn xia..nd i hope ma solve na nia problem nia..kc..ako po..ay isng kaibign..na true..kya insn..pg mei problm mga friends ko na close sken..medio..nagiging sad din ako..d nmn sa pgiging o.a. noh!!..pro..some people r really like that..full of compassion..hehe..[wahahaha!!.."daw"..joke lng..^__^]...well..i think this is the last time na..i will..edit my blog..sooopppeeerrr nakaka duling mg edit..hahanapin mo pa kc kng saan makikita to..haaaii..ewan..but its fun you know..especially..pg nakukuha mo ung gusto mong makita..well..i can't find the perfect skin for me..but at least this one tells who i am..FULL OF LOVE..hehe..well..till next tymm..or pg mei bgong event..blik ako later..haaii..thanx for reading..^__^..*mMmmWaaaH!!!*..>.<

hehe..^__^

2005-05-03T18:42:00.000-07:00

hey..hehe..fisrt post ko..pero..d pa gaanong finish kc ung tags..hehehe..pero okee lng..maayos ko rin..ung songs sana nagustuhan nio..wag keo alala..d po yan forever..babaguhin ko yan every month..hehehe..or..pg mei bgong labas..aun..three days kong ginawa yan..kc ba nmn..dming skins..nagkanda lito lito ako sa pagpili..hahaha!!..sobrang dme ehh..tpos..ung player..d pa maayos..kya ngaung ayos na..d ko na gagalawin yan..except for the tags..hehehe..well..sana..ok keong lahat ngaun..kc ako masaya ko..khet c beshie..d ko matawagan..ewan ko..well.change topic..hehehe..aun..sana tulungan nio ako sa tgas and other add ons for this..well..bye for now..balik me later..hehehe..thanx for reading thiz..^__^

>.<

B!TCH...

*bUt noW..iM afRaiD to saY wHat's iN mY hEarT*

i wiSh i diDn't wiShEd so haRd

dReaMin' i waS tHeRe..

i'm feeling perplexed about my feelings now... ='(

wEek of tUrmOil!??!!!

just passing by...

today is the 15th day of the seventh of the year 2005..^^

[part 1] sweet revenge..ü

[part 2] sweet revenge..^^

start of a neww mo0nthh...

mah new..L.S.S...^__^

im stressed-out...^^

crazzie weeek!!

emo problems...

hate me...but don't forget..you don't know me that well...

life is like hell-*

school days!!

always left...falling to pieces...

new skin..new start..^__^

2 more days!!

you know you love me..

some aren't just..good enough!!

erhmm..hehe..new skin!!

when inspiration hits...

*sigh*..soooo..dull..

H-E-L-P here..

this day is..full of..LOVE..

hellO..^^

what a day...

what a day...

hE's fiNe..^__^

hehe..^__^

bUt noW..iM afRaiD to saY wHat's iN mY hEarT

sigh..soooo..dull..